(This blog also serves as a test of uploading a video to see if it works, because I do not know if Blogger is capable of it now. But I guess, I'll make a blog about it too, LoL)
💼 Working
Tutoring and working on a site.
✏️ Drawing
Creating font styles for the header of my blog.
🎧 Listening to
MakeDamnSure by Taking Back Sunday
📖 Reading
All the Light We Cannot See by Anthony Doerr.
i miss the old youtube
(This blog also serves as a test of uploading a video to see if it works, because I do not know if Blogger is capable of it now. But I guess, I'll make a blog about it too, LoL)
Posted by Rashmyrr at February 24, 2026 0 comments
Git? I don't git it
Earlier this evening, Aleksei and I decided to talk about our project, which was recreating ChumChatter. It is made-up social networking site in the TV show 'House of Anubis'. He helped me with setting up a Github account and taught me some basic git commands, which was very confusing at first but I was thankful that Aleksei was patient, despite the audio problems, unstable connection, and my ignorance towards these commands. I am ultimately thankful for him and gave me some inspiration to learn about these commands and also start a formal learning about code languages, right now I am starting HTML and CSS (again!).
Here's the early versions that I made for the outline:
| This is the first version that I made. |
| This is the second version. |
I hope this little project of ours will turn out great. I am very excited on what will be outcome and I hope fellow fans of the show will share our excitement with this project. I will try to update weekly if I can :D
Posted by Rashmyrr at February 22, 2026 0 comments
Labels: Projects
very cool "retro" website
As I was scrolling through Reddit, I stumbled upon a post from the Neocities subreddit (Geocities revival, I am not sure if it is affiliated). A fellow 19-year-old created an awesome Myspace and Friendster inspired social networking site. Check my profile below. I will also attach a link if you want to join the fun (This isn't an ad btw).
Although, the site is in its development stage, Dario, the creator of the social networking site, said he is also developing an app version. I am just amazed how great the website is, even though it is still in its early stage. It is a great way for people today to experience what was social media back then and take a break from the algorithm-driven and bloated with AI and ads "social" medias we currently have today. I also love how this site isn't full of "I was born in the wrong generation" teenagers. SpaceHey is overflown by those kind of users now.
Posted by Rashmyrr at February 20, 2026 1 comments
Planners and Trackers
I’m always busy, which I guess is just part of being an adult, but I still make time for some peace and quiet because I need it. I just don’t have the mental energy to be super strict about everything.
On the bright side, this will all be over in about two weeks (I HOPE!)
Posted by Rashmyrr at February 17, 2026 0 comments
Labels: Rants
Blog Updates
This is just a little update on my blog.
So, I changed my theme in my blog. You can probably comment on blogs now and most of it is stable, to my knowledge. Feel free to explore and discover some flaws in this theme that I just added to my blog and make sure to let me know. That would be a great help to me and less hassle in my side.
Change the name to RashingThoughts because it felt more personal than the previous name and I added a little info on the left side bar to know what I am up to.
Thanks and have a good day ahead!
Posted by Rashmyrr at February 17, 2026 3 comments
Jokes
Sometimes, we love a good joke. We want to laugh and have fun. Jokes are a great way to make people laugh even at their lowest. However, some people just cross the line and spit straight out the meanest joke.
Like earlier, I was asking for the soft copy of the form that we need to fill something up mentioned on the class group chat. Of course, I wasn't aware of this as I do not have my phone anymore and I am barely get updated on our class. I try my best to cooperate and not be a freeloader.
Instead of a kind message, I just got called lazy for not backreading the group. I mean, how do I know that this form was already sent in the group chat. On top of that, I have been the punching bag of jokes for some reason, and I don't want that. I burst in anger and sent a message. And guess what, I got another comedic reply. I just try to let it slip my mind and focus on something more important.
People are such hypocrites sometimes, they want respect but can even give that to someone else. I am not a sensitive person but I just want to share my experience about how this kind of behavior is prevalent these days. It is also kind of a traumatic experience with me, I was always repeatedly made fun of when I was in high school by my "friends". One of the reasons why I do not have contact with them.
Posted by Rashmyrr at February 12, 2026 0 comments
Labels: Rants
Kid's Channel
I bounced back and forth between both channels but I definitely watched Nickelodeon a lot more. Disney’s movies were way better than anything on TV and they were cranking out a new one every month. They really knew how to build up the buzz around the newest movie too. I can still name at least two dozen of those Disney Channel Original Movies. Couldn’t tell you one from Nickelodeon to be honest.
As far as TVs shows, I felt both channels were pretty equal. Nickelodeon seemed to have shows like Kenan and Kel or The Amanda Show that were pretty much kids’ versions of Saturday Night Live. Disney had the shows like Lizzie McGuire and Even Stevens that felt more like sitcoms. The writing on Even Stevens was seriously good and still holds up to this day. But my favorite shows on the Disney Channel were Phil of the Future and So Weird.
Nickelodeon almost felt a little “trashier” in a way. It certainly had a little more edge to it at times. It felt a little more “teenager”. Whereas Disney was a little more wholesome and corny.
Both channels had some great programs. Then of course there was Cartoon Network, which was the channel equivalent of your friend’s older brother who smoked weed and had porn magazines under his mattress.
If you wanna know which kid's channel from the Big 3 I prefer, it's Nickelodeon.
Posted by Rashmyrr at February 11, 2026 0 comments
2012
Originally posted in: February 6, 2026
In light of this crazy 2016 nostalgia flooding our
feeds, I definitely do not feel nostalgic towards that year. Maybe a little bit
but not significant as my nostalgia for 2012. I also hate how most younger Gen
Z and Gen Alpha mistakenly see 2012-2014 pop culture as 2016.
I admit 2012 was moreso a mundane year for most people
but it was such an awesome year to look back. I frequently go to a lot of
parties, social media wasn’t really prevalent, pop-culture was decent, and music
was good (but I mostly prefer 90s and early 00s stuff). It gave birth to songs
that felt like never-ending earworms. Namely, “Call Me Maybe” by Carly Rae
Jepsen and “Gangnam Style” by Psy. AND People thought it was the last year on
Earth, thus people developing a YOLO mindset.
I really miss everything on that year. I was either on
YouTube or TV for most of my free time.
I still have a very clear memory about 2012. And I almost forgot, that
stupid cup song was everywhere, I even learned how to do it. I feel so
embarrassed sharing this. Hunger Games were fans crazy, I still remember how
famous this was!!! And don’t get me started about Kony 2012.
Aside from my memories of that year, it was also a
great year for our world. I don’t want to make this a research article or
something but this is worth to read.
-The Antarctic hole shrunk
-Teen pregnancy was at an all-time low (something my
country needs today)
-Life expectancy was increasing
And a lot more.
Thanks for reading! I am really happy sharing something personal in my life. :D
Posted by Rashmyrr at February 11, 2026 0 comments
Labels: Nostalgia
Nostalgia Kills
Originally posted in: February 5, 2026
Hey, it's been a while since my last post and this is it. This though has been lingering for months now and at least this way, I can share it to you.
I've been in and out of this nostalgia phase of mine, and it really bothers me how distracting it can be in my every day life. I feel like I can never move on and try to look and keep moving forward to the future like I used to.
As a kid, I used to calculate how old will I be in that certain hearings future and thought " Oohh, I wonder how will I look and how would I live my life in that year? ". I never frequently look back in the past before because I thought it was futile.
Now, as someone who is in his 20s, I often daydream all the memories that I used to have. My life before social media, when I was innocent and it is beginning to become extremely unhealthy.
Why can't I just try to focus in the present?
Posted by Rashmyrr at February 11, 2026 0 comments
Quiet Christmas
Originally posted in: December 24, 2025
I think it's just me but the Christmas
spirit feels thinner. The street lights still lights up, people still
decorating their homes or shops, and traditions are still performed but they
feel automated, you know what I'm saying.
Maybe it's just age talking or how
pessimistic I've become however it's not of those. I tried to separate my
emotions to evaluate the holidays every year but I can't help it, Christmas
feels...muted. Even gatherings feels quite.
I admit I do long for those days where
the world was still vibrant, colorful, noisy, and people were still excited
that it's contagious. Now, it kind of feels like a performance and more like a
mirror. A reflection of the past but soulless.
Well, I hope you enjoyed my little spiel,
my dear readers. Wherever you are happy holidays!
Posted by Rashmyrr at February 11, 2026 0 comments
Snug as a Pooh Bear
Originally posted in: October 26, 2025
Tales of Friendship with Winnie the Pooh (2012) —That's the title of the miniseries, shorts, or whatever you call it, that usually comes up during commercial breaks on Disney Junior when I was a kid. I revisited this memory back when we were all on lockdown because of COVID. It took me a while to find the episodes of it online (even Disney+ doesn't have it). It was so calming and peaceful to watch it again. Makes me remember how I loved Winnie the Pooh (I mean who doesn't?!)
Aside from it's very engaging storytelling and colorful scenes. The
bedtime song at the end was always so pleasant to hear. I remember anticipating
it every time, it was the perfect lullaby. The piano, the soft voice of the
narrator singing which was accompanied with a sweet melody.
~Snug as a Bear Can Be,
Dreaming in a honeytree~
I always sang along whenever that part comes on. And apparently, it
has localized versions from other countries as well. Namely, Spain,
Italy, and Germany with their own respective narrators. The Italian version
being my favorite (aside from the English version ofc) but unfortunately the
episodes of it are nowhere to be found except for the bedtime song.
Just talking about this makes me missed how innocent I was. Hahaha!
Posted by Rashmyrr at February 11, 2026 0 comments
Labels: Nostalgia
Solar Lights
Originally posted in: October 7, 2025
It was September 30th, 9:59 at night where out of the sudden, everything started to shake. Lights were flickering and suddenly my body just drop to the floor and I try to hug my parents, my mum praying and my dad whaling. Without hesitation, I quickly crawl to get my little brother who was sleeping and ill. There my mum and I found him under the drawers, it fell down. Thank God he was okay and wasn't injured. After what it felts like an eternity, the earthquake stopped. The house was a mess. My mum, who was still praying, hugged my little brother tightly.
I looked around the house to see if there's any damage. Thankfully, our small and humble house was okay except for us and the things that we owned. No matter how dim it was, I quickly prepared the necessary things and after that we swiftly head out. But that was not the end.
We walked out then looked for a place that seems safe. We stayed at the place that is in front of our house. It was so cold and dark. The only source of light that we had was just the weak solar light and the stars illuminating us. It was refreshing to see the stars so clear again but the wind started to get stronger and colder. It was a thunderstorm coming. We took shelter in a small restaurant but still we felt unsafe.
My mum and I begged my father to transfer to the container van like my mum's former boss, Chuck, said. He was still stubborn. I was so furious at him, I started yelling him to quit his childish act but he still refuses.
The ground was still shaking, each aftershock was stronger than before. I prayed to God to let me see the sun again before I die. Then, the storm began to get powerful and finally my father budged, we swiftly ran to the container van to take shelter.
It was so dirty and had a lot of cobwebs. It also had a bedframe where my little slept on it. I refuse to sleep, not because it was dirty (partly it was actually) but I was still shocked. I wanted my mum and and the rest of my family to rest. Because I wanted to see the light. Aftershocks were still happening but my lack of sleep and the adrenaline rush made me numb for some reason. I just prayed to feel the sun again.
Note: I
started writing this on October 1st. But things happened. It's been one week
and there are over 8,000 aftershocks now. I hope everyone will be safe.
Posted by Rashmyrr at February 11, 2026 0 comments
Rebrand?
Posted by Rashmyrr at February 11, 2026 0 comments